She's three. Our Bean, our Monkey, our Anna. Three years ago she came into our lives and rocked our world forevermore. She turned us into parents that hot summer day. We barely remember our world before her...it feels like she's always been here.
I would have bet money on me not being that parent that says "Where did the time go?". I try so hard to live in the moment and not focus on the past. But, guess what? I am. I cannot believe she was just a tiny baby three short years ago and now she's a walking, talking, full fledged-human, full of fire, love and so much personality. This kid is her own person. A person I adore with a fervor I never knew existed.
This year has been a year of big, huge, enormous changes. As we all did, Anna experienced the intensity of these changes with sadness, joy, confusion, and finally, acceptance. Considering she's only lived three short years on this earth, I believe she took these changes in great stride. Looking back I don't think I've given her enough credit for the changes she's endured this past year. Girlfriend was dealt it, and she dealt with it.
She had a tiny human invade her world and demand she share her parents.
She watched as all of our things slowly disappeared, and the piles of moving boxes grew. She cried as we packed up her room and the only thing left was her tiny twin bed on the floor and a rogue stuffed animal tucked between the bed and the wall. She hung in there while we moved into a new, enormous house...then moved three weeks later to Gammy and Poppy's house...and then moved yet again, 2 months later, back into the new, enormous house.
She's still trying to work out why Mace isn't home with us all day anymore since he got a job...that's been a big adjustment for us all.
But, it hit me when we got there. We were both "off" because she was going to preschool today for God's sake! Its a really big deal, and I seemed to forget the significance of such a big day until it smacked me right in the face. I teared up, I didn't want to leave...emotions that I thought would be reserved for Anna today, not me. She wanted me to hang out for awhile, and when I said I was leaving she gave me a big kiss and hug and was off to play. I spied through the classroom window for five minutes and my heart swelled with an unreasonable amount of pride as she listened to the teacher, put toys away and sat down in a circle with the other kids for story time. I am so proud of that kid.
This is undoubtedly just the beginning of school years coinciding with her birthday. The beginning of a week each year of me being a complete and total sap. A week for reflecting on the past year and convincing myself that time is really moving this fast. A week for preparing myself for the next big step in Anna's life.
Anna is three. The years keep rolling on by and it is such a joy to watch her grow, change, and become her own amazing person. Happy Birthday my sweet girl!