But in the interest of keeping a promise to myself, now that things feel a tiny bit more manageable in my daily life, I am going to attempt to keep up with my Weekly Cooing. And with that tiny promise to myself and the idea of doing this one thing each week for myself...Coooo...
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Life with two has been...an adjustment, to say the least. Its been as daunting, tiring, hectic and exhausting as I had anticipated. But, its also been a time full of beauty, blessings and falling in love over and over every day.
It is amazing how many times and ways you can fall in love with the same person. I fell in love with Claire the moment I laid eyes on her, and every day since she was born the falling in love has happened again and again. I have fallen in love with those deep blue eyes, the spiky brown hair on top of her head, the way she sounds exactly like a sheep bleating when she is sleeping, the soft baby scent of her skin, the way she stares at me when she is nursing, her warm cheek pressed against my chest as she sleeps on my stomach, her mellow spirit. I could go on and on...
As I've learned since Anna entered our world, I continue to fall in love with her in different ways every day. Lately, I have fallen in love with the her new found way of nurturing her sister, shushing her softly when she cries, patting her head and saying "its okay Cwaire". I have fallen in love with her ease at adjusting to this new way of life, her ability to carry-on amid change, her easy going spirit and her smile that has somehow gotten bigger and brighter these past four weeks. I think it has something to do with her new love...her baby sister.
I have fallen in love with the ease in which Mace has fallen into being a daddy to two. I have fallen in love with his strong, gentle way with our stubborn two year old, and his sweet, gentle way with our newborn baby. I have fallen in love with his ability to love me unconditionally through the major ups and downs in my moods and his unfailing commitment to our family, even through the end-of-the-semester busyness of grad school.
Our family. So much love. My heart oozes with the love we've created in our home.
Coo.
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At this very moment, Mace is at Guard drill, Anna is off to see Santa with Mace's parents and Claire is asleep. The house is quiet and still. I am soaking up these moments of doing anything I damn well please. I ate a cookie. On the couch. Didn't even have to eat it in secret for fear my two-year old would think cookies are an appropriate breakfast (they are, but only for adults, duh). I had an extra cup of coffee. I sorted through pictures from the last month. And now I am writing, uninterrupted and freely. I was craving, deep in my soul, some time just like this. Precious time, just for me. I love being selfish, even if its only for an hour.
Coo.
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We have had a flourish of family here since Claire was born four weeks ago. We are so darn lucky. Seriously. I am realizing what a blessing it is to live far away from all our parents when we have had our babies. And its not for the obvious reason. Its because we've gotten to have our family plant themselves in our home and be with us. I imagine if we lived in the same town there would be plenty of visits, but at the end of the day everyone would leave. Being fully immersed with our parents, having extra hands at all hours of the day, and sharing the first weeks of Claire's life in a very intimate way has been pure joy.
Coo.
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I hear the littlest one stirring...time to be mommy again. What a beautiful morning this has been. My batteries are charged. Have a beautiful weekend!
:) This post makes me incredibly happy
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ReplyDelete"I was craving, deep in my soul, some time just like this. Precious time, just for me. I love being selfish, even if its only for an hour."
Oh so very very true! I'm glad you used some of your "me time" to share your Coo's with us! Blessings to your beautiful family!
Awwww reading about your family is too cute :)
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Choc Chip Uru
Your babies are adorable! I'll let you know when you stop falling in love with your child everyday - Mine is 31 and 1/2 years old and still, it happens. When your girls grow up and have a baby of their own, you may - like me, wonder if you could love a grandchild as much as your own babies....the answer is yes! As I type this Rocket is laying on the couch beside me in his Boppy snoring just a bit and I can hear his PaPa in the bedroom snoring more loudly - they played very hard earlier today. We are waiting on Rocket's mom and dad to come get him. Such a peaceful Sunday afternoon.
ReplyDeleteyup. love this post as much as the last one! you family is gorgeous.
ReplyDeleteand you are totally in the ranks of amazing women. got that?! ;)
What a beautiful post!! I know exactly how you feel . I have no idea how some of these women can write so many posts! Super human they must be!! Layla is asleep next to me right now on the couch slowly waking up. Nothing beats being a mom :) You have such a beautiful family and Im so glad everyone is adjusting so well to life with the newest addition!
ReplyDeleteIt's been a while since I've caught up with your blog, but many congratulations on Claire's birth--I've always loved that name. Happy holidays!
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